Why should I live?

I hate myself.

Because of me - my happiness faded away.

I hate who I am. I wish I was never- ...

Humans? Everyone's useless.

Everyone will die one day.

There are divorces, suicides happening each day.

People hate themselves, they all suffocate under a cloud of pollution.

Achievements? What are those for?

Do you think that anything you have achieved in your life is worthy?

All your troubles and successes... They are all going to be useless in the grave.

This is the truth, you can't lie about it.

There's nothing yet to enjoy in this miserable life.

That's just how it is. Nobody can change that.

Fate will doom us all.

So... it happened, right?

It wasn't about the distance.

It wasn't about my character.

It was about who I am.

Even though you said It's not my fault, I still feel guilty...

There's no running away

There's no offense

There's no... magic anymore.

You should've told me this earlier... WAY earlier...

Even if this love is lost amongst the fog...

Half of my life was dedicated to you

I'm not sad - I'm broken.

But... I'm glad that you're staying

Still, it's not going to be the same anymore.

I'll still be jealous...

I'm never going to find anyone quite like you.

I will miss everything about you:

Your cuteness, your handsomeness

The way you are truly trustworthy

I hope that a good person will take care of you.

Because my time is over...

All I am is meat.

All I am is meat.

All I am is meat.

All I am is meat.

All I am is meat.

All I am is meat.

All I am is meat.

All I am is meat.

All I am is meat.

I feel... empty.

Maybe it was a mistake?

I'm sorry.

I can't control my emotions

I feel like I already destroyed something that yet had to happen.

I just wanted... friends.

New experiences are not for me.

There's not much to do anymore

It's time to go back.

I'm too scared

To leave my safe bubble

I hate myself.

It was just a short phase

Now? I'm feeling empty.

And... I'm sorry once again.

I know you for a very long time, you have changed a lot

I'm tired of being the one who messages you first

I'm tired of being the one who shows sympathy

I'm fucking tired of being the machine that drives this whole thing

Why I can't end this? I'm not capable of it

My mental health screams that it's not over

But my heart tells me - that It was over a very long time ago

I don't want to go through this anymore

You don't let me bright your day

You don't let me go into your mind

What else can I do?

I tried everything

This is the first and last time I'm telling you this

I'm fucking tired

But that's just blind love that put rags over my eyes

I need someone that... Is not cold like you.

When I'm in despair - you show me harsh reality

Do you really think I want to hear "Get over it, that's life" another time?

I know that this world is cruel, but that's not what I need

I need you to show me that you care about me... at least a little bit.

Empty words and now I'm seeing empty deeds

I would jump into fire, just to save you

Would you do the same to me?

I don't think so...

I'm sorry

I'm sorry for trying

I'm sorry for trying my best

I don't think you appreciate what I'm doing for you

I'm fucking tired...

I won't tell you this because my mind tells me not to

I won't stand another breakup, I don't want to.

But you know what I would really appreciate?

I would want you to show me that you really care about me.

When I was lost - you brought me out of the darkness

It was awkward, but at least I was happy

You didn't mind my personality and... I think you weren't lying to me.

And... I hope you were happy too.

Those bastards, they changed the flow of the story

I would crush their skulls against the street threshold

I would fill my bath with their blood and mix it with my precious germs

Their bodies would become soulless bags of rotting flesh.

They corrupted me.

I'm sure you forgot about me already

About what we were before.

We don't look at each other anymore.

We don't exchange a word.

Do we know eachother anymore at this point?

I really miss you.

I'm sorry for who I was before.

I want to apologize but... I'm not brave enough.

I know you're not a bad person.

But that's what is happening in my head.

We still have some time left.

Can I still... try?

It's not much but... it's still more than none.

Even if, would you still want to be friends with me?

I'm just... lonely.

I will never forgive those bastards. I hate them so much.

You started the story, it will be my turn to finish it.

Just like two pieces that match together.

One piece is the beginning - the second one is the ending.

Even if this doesn't work out, I just want to try.

I'm just not brave enough.

Those nights weren't the best.

I thought about you many times.

I thought about the times we've spent together.

And it all happens... because I'm not brave enough.

You remember me as completely different person.

And I'm not brave enough to show you that I'm a better myself.

I just... can't.

Forgive me, please.

Forgive me for the pain that they brought you.

It was all... because of me.

Game is still in developement - Future ACTS yet to be finished

Warning: Due to dark themes and depictions of mental struggles, this game may not be suitable for sensitive players.

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Unsolved Me is a psychological horror about Violet, who struggles to piece her life back together after a tragic accident. Along the way, she encounters strange yet familiar figures who subtly lead her toward an unsettling conclusion.

This game features :

◇ Violet's journey through the struggles of her life

◇ Mysterious masked figures, who each hold a fragment of Violet's mind

◇ Subtle clues that piece the whole story together.

◇ Original soundtrack, characters and backgrounds

◇ And much more yet to be added!

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ACT ONE - Eyes made out of The Rope

Out now!

https://sorrowbell.itch.io/unsolved-me

I want to announce that i'll be releasing ACT ONE of my Visual Novel very soon!

My game is titled "Unsolved Me" - it's about a woman whose life changed completely after a tragic accident.

Please note that the game contains gore, strong language , and other sensitive themes, making it unsuitable for some audiences.

Want to check this game by yourself? Use the link below!

https://sorrowbell.itch.io/unsolved-me

And stay tuned for next updates~

I hate the little voice in my head telling me what I should do

My happiness is not enough, IT has to tell me otherwise

The surface of me is bright, the inside is falling apart

But the voice never goes away, it drags me further into the abyss

It puts me into chains with broken keys to fix

Only a few can repair them...

Sometimes all of the keys are turned into small glass pieces

These are impossible to repair...

Then the voice turns into a leader, it never stops telling me things I didn't want to hear

I hate it, I hate what I've become

The voice... it keeps getting louder. It hurts.

But you know what? I'm glad...

I'm glad, because they are happy

But I can't be sure about their little voice...

Do I really think it was a good idea?

What if I change my mind? Again?

I'm impatient for the answer. I need it now...

I have messed up many things already

What if I mess up this thing too?

I'm scared it will happen again

I DON'T want it to happen to anybody else

Am I really that bad?

Or paranoia finally consumed my mental health whole?

I'm worried, I really need to know the answer

Maybe I'm just pushing it and won't gain anything back

I don't want to be the part of other's conversations

I am still thinking about this... was it the right decision?

What if...

What if he declines? What if... he isn't as good as he looks?

I know his pattern, I know how he works

But...

Will I know the answer?

I just want to know.

Without anyone being hurt... again.