When I was lost - you brought me out of the darkness

It was awkward, but at least I was happy

You didn't mind my personality and... I think you weren't lying to me.

And... I hope you were happy too.

Those bastards, they changed the flow of the story

I would crush their skulls against the street threshold

I would fill my bath with their blood and mix it with my precious germs

Their bodies would become soulless bags of rotting flesh.

They corrupted me.

I'm sure you forgot about me already

About what we were before.

We don't look at each other anymore.

We don't exchange a word.

Do we know eachother anymore at this point?

I really miss you.

I'm sorry for who I was before.

I want to apologize but... I'm not brave enough.

I know you're not a bad person.

But that's what is happening in my head.

We still have some time left.

Can I still... try?

It's not much but... it's still more than none.

Even if, would you still want to be friends with me?

I'm just... lonely.

I will never forgive those bastards. I hate them so much.

You started the story, it will be my turn to finish it.

Just like two pieces that match together.

One piece is the beginning - the second one is the ending.

Even if this doesn't work out, I just want to try.

I'm just not brave enough.

Those nights weren't the best.

I thought about you many times.

I thought about the times we've spent together.

And it all happens... because I'm not brave enough.

You remember me as completely different person.

And I'm not brave enough to show you that I'm a better myself.

I just... can't.

Forgive me, please.

Forgive me for the pain that they brought you.

It was all... because of me.