I know you for a very long time, you have changed a lot

I'm tired of being the one who messages you first

I'm tired of being the one who shows sympathy

I'm fucking tired of being the machine that drives this whole thing

Why I can't end this? I'm not capable of it

My mental health screams that it's not over

But my heart tells me - that It was over a very long time ago

I don't want to go through this anymore

You don't let me bright your day

You don't let me go into your mind

What else can I do?

I tried everything

This is the first and last time I'm telling you this

I'm fucking tired

But that's just blind love that put rags over my eyes

I need someone that... Is not cold like you.

When I'm in despair - you show me harsh reality

Do you really think I want to hear "Get over it, that's life" another time?

I know that this world is cruel, but that's not what I need

I need you to show me that you care about me... at least a little bit.

Empty words and now I'm seeing empty deeds

I would jump into fire, just to save you

Would you do the same to me?

I don't think so...

I'm sorry

I'm sorry for trying

I'm sorry for trying my best

I don't think you appreciate what I'm doing for you

I'm fucking tired...

I won't tell you this because my mind tells me not to

I won't stand another breakup, I don't want to.

But you know what I would really appreciate?

I would want you to show me that you really care about me.